I guess I'm about to start a new chapter..
Me and Josh are so hot and cold and it is like I know in my heart that maybe we aren't meant to be, because people that keep breaking up probably aren't going to make it, but I just want it to work. I don't feel like starting over this whole thing again. Like meeting a family and becoming close and trusting. It is just so time consuming. I guess I need a new guy. Whatever. Break ups aren't so bad. We're on a "break", but to me that means over.
-February 11, 2008//11:27 am
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